It’s official; I am a Year 9 student. My GCSE subjects have started and everything is amazing. Auditions for the school play are next week. I’m auditioning with one of my friends. Normally, I wouldn’t do it because it is a play and not a musical, but I thought `hey, why not? There’s a first time for everything, right?` So….I’m going for it. One of the main parts as well. I probably won’t get it because I can’t act for toffee. But at least I am trying. Unlike some other people who will remain unnamed.
At the moment, life is pretty great. Usually, I can’t go very far without something going wrong, if you know what I mean? Something in my life tends to mess up at some point. But it’s all good so far. It might sound needy, but I’m just doing a bit of homework right now. I was waiting for my gel pen to dry so I could add another colour and I thought about this and how I haven’t added a post for a little while, so that’s what I’m doing now. I like to talk about what’s going on right now. I’m not into the whole “indirect kisses” thing and the “does he like me?” thing. I don’t do lovey-dovey and soppy. I like direct and no sloppiness. I’m actually listening to Epica right now so I think we can agree that this is not soppy.
Anyway, I think that my gel pen is probably dry now so I should get on with my homework.
Bye for now xx
I know I haven’t been on for ages, but who cares. No-one really reads my stuff anyway so it’s no biggie. On Tuesday, I’m going back to school as a Year 9 student. I’m actually quite excited. I start my GCSE subjects. I wouldn’t say I’m a model student, but I’m near enough. This year, I want to be super smart, do all my homework on the day that I get it and I just want to be generally better than I was last year. My goal; the Principal’s award! This is the top award that you can get in your entire year. It means that you are being recognised for every little thing. I thought that I might have had it last year, but I didn’t. So that would be my top achievement. But anyway, my holiday was great and I can’t wait to go back to school!
How many of you argue with your friends? I do. Not as much as I used to do, but still. Yesterday was one of the worst I’ve had. I’ve probably only had two this year and yesterday’s was bad. Really bad. For the sake of privacy, the people in this will be represented as
A, felt ill yesterday. This meant that she wasn’t in my music lesson. Then she wasn’t in my Spanish lesson. My other friends,
C were saying that
A probably bailed on music because she wasn’t getting what she wanted. I mean, I don’t always get what I want, but I deal with it. So I started defending
D was trying to calm me down. Then
E got involved and wan’t making it any better. It was making me angry and I don’t like being angry. It means that I start to raise my voice and my face goes bright red and I go in a hot flush. We all ended up saying things that we shouldn’t have. What I hate about getting angry is the regret that I feel afterwards. I just feel so bad about everything that I’ve said. So I was the bigger person and I went to apologise to each person individually. I have to admit, I was crying a bit when I apologised to
B because she was the one that I was most angry at.
C didn’t really say much, I don’t think she wanted to get involved. I thought that today, after we all apologised to each other, that we would go back to how things were, but
E still seems a bit off with me. I hope we’re good by tomorrow. Anyway, so yeah. I hate getting angry and I hate having arguments with my friends. But for now, I think I’ve gotten rid of any anger or frustration that I had before.
Talk soon, xxxxx
Who believes in the supernatural? I don’t. But recently I’ve been watching a programme called Vampire Diaries. Some of you may know this or have heard of this. I’ve really been getting into it (I’m on series 3) and it’s all very intriguing. There are vampires and werewolves and Originals and hybrids. It got me thinking. I still don’t believe that vampires are real, but there have been loads of rumours about werewolves. I’m still not altogether convinced but hey, who knows? Maybe there really are werewolves out there……somewhere.
Sorry I haven’t posted for a while, I’ve been concentrating a lot and haven’t found the time to post. But I’m here now. I’ve been reading some of the posts from other people, and they’re really good. I just write about random stuff, it’s not really planned but I hope you don’t mind. Well, to be honest, it doesn’t really matter if you mind or not; it’s my blog. Anyway, hope everyone’s OK and you haven’t missed me too much…….. 🙂
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I just wanted to say that I might not be blogging for a few days as I will be staying with my grandparents and going to Poppy’s house. (Poppy is my best friend and one of the people I told about this. The other is a new blogger). So yeah, I’ll talk soon.